There’s only one name I call on for spiritual protection; Jesus Christ.
I’ve been a false teacher these last few years, and I have to make it right. To those who are finding my blog from this date forward, I’ll explain that I had up until recently been providing energy healing work called Akashic clearings. Moving forward I am in a new season. I intend to write here, but I don’t have a clearly defined niche at the moment. Just me, living and growing out loud.
A few weeks ago I experienced a nightmare in real life. To honor others involved I will not and cannot share the story in detail. It has to be vague. I’m sorry if that’s frustrating or off putting.
What I’m open to sharing and what I feel is important to share is that in real, awake, non meditative, non metaphorical, non spirituality related life - I spoke with evil.
In the moment I was strong and instinctive. I called on Jesus, I prayed in full faith and He ended the nightmare.
I was shaken to my core. I am forever changed and humbled by the grace of God. In the moment my bravery and faith kicked in, but afterwards the reality of how terrifying the event was set in. I’m still healing.
I had an immediate knowing that the Akashic Records were the portal it came through. But of course I didn’t want to believe that.
So I prayed that God would give me the signs I needed to know for certain. The signs came in clear as day. The signs came through my dreams as well as different people in different conversations saying the same exact messages to me.
This story is layered and the aftermath is a process. Healing is a process. I’ve thrown out all my occult related books and I’m in the process of removing all of my branding and calls to action related to the work I was offering.
I am deeply sorry for guiding from an unholy space.
In terms of positive mindset, living in alignment with God, soul truth, and love, I know I’ve spoken from my heart in what I believe to be true. It has always been and still is my intention to spread love and empowerment.
Where I went wrong was engaging with and leading from a space that is not the pure space many claim it to be. I am sorry. I am working on forgiving myself and accepting the love and forgiveness of Jesus.